Oh my goodness y'all have I got a testimony to tell you. I've been dealing with depression for a while & I shared about it during bible study a few times. But one day I woke up & I couldn't feel the presence of the Lord within me. And I literally couldn't do anything & I felt like a shell of a person. And I didn't understand why I was going through this. And I continued to pray & worship & do bible study but all the whole I was just going through the motions. And after bible study on Friday I had some worship time with the Lord quietly. And I just poured out my heart to him & I sang to him & cried like I always do. And literally as I took a deep breath I felt the Lord back within me. Now he never left me bcuz we all know that the word says he'll never leave you nor forsake you. But he did do was show me what it was like before I was saved. And oh my goodness y'all I literally never wanna feel like that again. And I have such an appreciation for the Lord & his Holy Spirit being in my life. And I truly believe that this was a fiery trial from my Heavenly Father & as crazy as this sounds I'm grateful for it. Bcuz I'm never going to take feeling the Lord's presence in my life for granted ever again. And I've gotta share this other ppl so I'm going to pray : ask the Lord for permission to share this in a video. But yeah family I'm so happy now & I'm not depressed anymore & I'm grateful for the Lord & his love for me!! See y'all tomorrow morning family be blessed to be a blessing in Yeshua's name I pray, Amen!
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oh Martha, what a testimony! God knows just what we need and when but this had to be intense. I love how God loves us and knows just what we need and when. You have been through so much in life but to see what God has done for you is a miracle and its because of your obedience to him. Thank you so much for sharing that. I've been going through a lot with losing my Daddy this year, my daughter cutting us off and other things and its been hard this holiday. Thank you for sharing. Love ya!